What It Felt Like to Finish a Paper

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The hallucination survey went live on MetaArXiv in March. I want to write about what the process was actually like before the memory fades.

The hardest part wasn’t the writing. It was the argument. A survey paper isn’t just a literature review — it’s a claim about what the literature means. Ours was: hallucination in medical LLMs isn’t a bug, it’s a structural property of the generation process, and the field has been asking the wrong question by trying to eliminate it rather than designing systems that manage it. That argument had to be earned, not just asserted. Every section needed to build toward it.

I rewrote my sections more times than I expected. Not because the facts were wrong, but because the framing kept being slightly off — too focused on what individual papers found rather than what they collectively revealed. Prof. Roosta was patient about this in a way that I found both reassuring and instructive. The feedback was always about the argument, not the execution.

The other thing I didn’t anticipate was how much the writing clarified my own thinking. I thought I understood the hallucination literature reasonably well before we started. I understood it much better after I had tried to explain it to a reader who knew nothing. The act of writing forced precision in a way that reading didn’t. There’s something about having to construct a coherent narrative out of fifty-plus papers that reveals gaps in your understanding you didn’t know were there.

What I’m left with is a paper I’m proud of and a much clearer sense of what I want to work on next. The follow-on work on mitigation methods is already underway. The survey mapped the problem. Now we get to work on part of the solution.

One paper down.